Nostalgia....

Lately, as I stay in my room and as it bathes in the luminous yellow glow of the Sun peeking through my window, I am graced with the ubiquitous presence of nostalgia. Mellowly and softly but surely, I recall my form 4 and form 5 days. The luxury of basking in the same timeless glow, while sitting on my bed, hugging my pillow and studying sejarah...... yeah, when I look at my current situation, I dearly miss high school and all the drama that came along with it. My teachers, my darling choir team, conducting and separating my choir parts.... preparing for exam.... how I dearly miss studying.... though there were subjects I really dislike.... It was all in good humor and good fun.... Walking around the mall with my girlfriends and guy girlfriends....

I miss all of it and especially now, in the quite confides of my room, I think back on all those memories , form 4, falling down and eating sand on sports day, running in the assembly hall singing "the hills are alive~~~~~~" and getting shushed by a teacher, calling for choir practices and practice for the competition, the competition, winning nicest class..... form 5, yam cha outings, more choir practice, choir drama, shouting around as class monitor, getting ppl in trouble..... getting into trouble.... choir competition, winning third place... winning best conductor award....... pointless unstudying study groups...... I miss it alll.

When I look back, I realize that God has been faithful, even to the point of bringing me thus far in my college life, no matter how hectic it is, I still have time to reminisce and feel good about it....

I MISS JUUUU!!!

Dear kawan-kawans,

Lately, I have been so far away from you guys in spirit and physically. Like... I haven't seen you guys in like sooo long. Lately, college has been a walk through hell, I mean, sure it's fun what with other friends and all but the assignments are a killer. Like seriously, I haven't had a full night of sleep in so long. I don't remember the last time I slept at 12. It's like sleeping at 2, 3, 4 lately and waking up at 7 and or 8. Yeah, really tiring and even through the sleepless nights, I still FAIL to complete everything. Yeah.

Kawan-kawan,

I LURVE JUUUU LYKE AWESOMELY PAWSOMELY MUCH!!!! ELYNAAAAAAA!!!! SHERYLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!! NAT NAT NAT NATALEEEEEEE!!!!!!! MIRU MIRUSHALLLLL!!!! Like YAH!!! and Nat is not here anymore till 3 months later....

Sleep.... I need sleep..... I really wanna see you guys and ironically, I'm typing this in college. I NAK PI RENANG!!!!!! LYKE NOW!!!!! Like.... I'm hungry too...... haih. I love you guys... sorry for not being there with you guys.

Ps: Tan An Ge, I want food and Ken, I know you hate me and I know you secretly agree on Samantha's point on awesome pawsome being anoying. Maybe, its because you guys just secretly or openly dispise me. No, sorry, loathe me with a burning passion that rivals the flames of hell, the very flame that is the epitome of the heat from a supernova. Yah. XD nevermind. It's ok if you think I am annoying. XD

XD. no, seriously, XD.

Imagine today is like.... umm... the 12th of March. Yes, it is a Thursday. 

Today, was results day. Yes, SPM results. You sat for it last year remember? Yes, I remember. So anyway, I had college today so I will be late and I wanted to find out what I got myself so I sent an sms to all my buddies telling them that I will be late and not to take my results for me. Yeah.

Then time came that class ended and I entered Yin Ying's car and I was anxious to know how my friends did so I called Elyna and

R: ELYNA!!! where are you? I just finished coll and am coming now!!

E: Hello ah Ong ahh!! Syok la u! straight A's wei

R: huh what??

E: 8A1's 3A2's

R: Chup chup chup!! I didn't hear anything! I dowanna know yet!!!

E:8A1's 3A2's

...... So much for finding out myself. But yeah, 8A1's and 3A2's. The whole ride to school was dramatic. I didn't know to be happy or sad. I wanted straight A1's. Then when I arrived at school and I met mum and mum saw my face and thought I did badly, but yeah straight A's. All the teachers were proud so after awhile, I decided I was happy. THANK GOD!!!! I mean seriously, I remembered singing " Yes, yes Lord Amen!!" before every paper.

Then the trick. Yes, the trick. I told everyone. Everyone but my father. He called my mum and my mum didn't answer. He called again and my mum broke the news to him. Rachel didn't do so well. She is upset and the news haven't sink in yet. After awhile, my dad called me and I answered, pretending to be really down and upset and cried and all that jazz. Not long after, DADDY CAME HOME!!! I HAVEN'T PREPARED MYSELF TO ACT YET!!! I COULDN'T CRY IN TIME!!!! but so yeah, I hid my face behind my fringe and daddy placed a hand on my back and tried to cheer me up. He said that I did good and I started shaking (laughing silently, actually) and he thought I was crying. I turned and look at him and laughed and he thought I must have gone boinkers.

Then

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I threw the result sheet at his face and he started counting and HAHAHAHAHA GOTCHA!!!

He was actually so worried, he couldn't work and he came home early!! So yeah. XD

yay

*drool*

Hari ini, I pergi ke Ikea karna nak tengok meja. I dan keluarga I, bersama dengan Ah Pek, Ah Em dan Jason pergi makan kat Ikea. Taula, kat sana meatball mereka paling famous, pergi sana pasti order tu punya. Jadi I biar ibu I pergi order, I duduk jaga tempat. Setelah tunggu bertahun-tahun lamanya, ibu dan Kc akhirnya tiba ngan orders kite. Mula-mula, letak meat ball kat depan pho pho. Pas tu, Chero, pastu ah pek, pastu ayah, pastu kc, pastu jason. Eh? mana meatball I? Tada? Apa? U order something else?

And then........

Mum placed a plate infront of me.

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OMAIAPPLE!!! YESH!! MOTHER I LOVE YOU!!!!

SALMON!!!!!!

Heaven on earth. I closed my eyes and savour the entire smoked salmon. Yes. *bliss*

Splash

Splash. yeah.... Splash.

Splash was awesome!!!!!! Like.... YEAH!!!!! The first part was a little dull though.... running around, looking for stuff and doing some other stuff....AND I'm happy cause cause cause I didn't have to walk on the length of the suspension bridge!!! Like.... you know.... afraid of height and all... yeah. Then we totally hung out and buried Ange in sand and all, he was like " I want six pack!!! where is my six packs????? mana???" so yeah, i guess we gave him six packs but ended up as one unity pack XD. Oh? we gave him boobs too XD.

Then there was this mascot female duck thing, that went around shaking hands? Yeah, dude, that duck was a pervert, he/she (female mascot duck with a male inside) hugged Ange and Edmund and grabbed their asses!!! Oh oh oh, and and and he/she was totally addicted to Jeffrey's hair!! Like.... so cute!!! and the duckie and I.... we had a LOOOOONG chat all the way up multiple elevators. He/she was talking to me about his/her ex girlfriend. yeah.

Then then then, we went to the dry park again to ride some stuff, and the whole gang except for a few of us went for the pirate ship thingie which went a whole 360!! yeah, obviously, a coward like me will chicken out. And and and, after that, THEY FORCED ME TO GO ON THE LOG FLUME!!! THE ONE SIMILAR TO DISNEYLAND'S SPLASH MOUNTAIN? YEAH, THE ONE THAT MADE ME CRY??? THAT ONE!!" Well, Jeffrey was rather persuasive, and and and Ange said if I went on it, he'll buy me lunch. haih.... Love that guy. I went on it. I almost died. I attempted to climb out and escape mid-ride. 

Then after that, we went to makan Subway!!! I love Subway!! You can always smell the cheese!!! And I love cheese!!! But Ange didn't pay. I wanted to take care of his pocket. Yeah. But we sat down, Ange, Yew Chin, Yin ing and I, and we had a looooong chat, before going back to a mountain of beloved and welcomed assignments. Yesh

fullstop

you know what? I'm frustrated, I'm pissed, I'm tired, I'm mad, I'm angry and I don't care anymore. I think it is totally and utterly silly and pointless. Yeah, you can dream that I care. I don't anymore.  I can't find it within me. Fullstop. Full-freakin-stop. 

SHOPPING!!!!!

Yesterday, I..... went..... shopping!! Well, not for me, but for Chipmunk.... BUT ITS STILL SHOPPING!!!

so so so, chipmunk wanted to get some clothes and a pair of jeans and stuff and Im like "eh, go to Colin's!! My papa te shop you 60,70,80% discount!!" and he was like "ok"

so so so, i took him to Colin's on  a primary search for jeans and we searched high and low, here and there, everywhere, all around the shop, even the ladies side!! But...... we couldn't find anything. It was either no size or the coffee shop was a buttoned coffee shop. So.... we left Colin's empty handed. I went home and told dad and he said that there will be new stuff soon so, I'll definitely be dragging Chipmunk there again!!! yay!! 

Oh so anyway, we left Colin's on a mall-wide search for clothes. Chipmunk keeps meeting people he knows and I'm looking everywhere but still...... no one!!! No fair!!! But anyway, we managed to get Chipmunk 2 shirts and we had j.co!! yay!!

Yeah, but I had fun, walking around, I probably wasn't using my mind hard enough to attract the jeans he was looking for, but its ok. I'll try again!! I kept attracting things I wanted instead, though, of course I didn't get it.

Oh, and I'm looking forward to wednesday coz coz coz of dinner!!! yay!!!