Anyway, as I was saying, stalking. Yeah. I have been stalking a lot lately. I keep telling myself that I need to update my blog. I keep repeating that to myself every time I spend time with Elfie but I end up procrastinating, allowing myself to stalk for 10 minutes before i do what I have to do. In the end, Elfie found me stalking for 5 hours. What was supposed to be 10 minutes of stalking multiplied to God knows how long. Yeah. I know.
No really, Tom and Bill are really cute! XD
I'm only writing this now after I-don't-know-how-many-days of stalking. And I decided that there are somethings my friends should know.
Guys, Elyna, Mirshal, Natalie, Sheryll.........
Girls, An Ge and Yin Ying
Metrosexual, Elfie
Beloveds, TH (ok, that was stupid)
I've discussed things with my auntie. I've been given the option of studying in Saddleback Community College, in America. And I'm really interested to go. As of now, I'm most likely going. And if I really go, it will be early August, his year. Or, late July, this year. Yeah. As I type this, my mum is discussing with my auntie and see if things can work out.
Actually, I've been wanting to go for some time already... I've only just been waiting for the option to pop up and yeah. I wanted to go, not because it will get me a little closer to meeting Tokio Hotel. Really!!! (I think...) Yeah, I know they are German and all but they do have gigs in the states!! I digressed. Anyway, looking at things now, I wanted to try something new, gain fresh experiences and all that. Have a change in lifestyle, not that I'm hating Malaysia or that I don't miss my friends. Its quite the contrary actually. For one, I will really REALLY be missing my girlfriends and and AND Shirin and and AND my jeng buddy and and AND my family especially Ah Boi.
One thing is, I know I won't be going back to TOA(i think. think. think. THINK) not because I hate it or anything but because I dislike the lifestyle and I have learned that drawing can be my hobby and in the US college and university, I can take it as a minor and something as a major and still land a job related to art if I'm good and and and one day get to meet T and B (ok, that was stupid). ITS NOT ABOUT T AND B but about ME finding MYSELF!!! (and T and B) (shyt. it is obsession now. Durch den Monsun. argh) I mean imagine going to a TH concert one day!!!! I mean..... aih.... forget it. Ich liebe TH. *sigh*
Say if I go to US, I'll go to a community college for 2 years and then go to university for 2 years then I am out! I can then go for my life long dream and be a rock star! Yay! I mean, I can go do what I wanna do after that. So yeah. And if Kc joins me next year, we can get a car! You can get cheap cars in US. XD and and and errrrr.... I really wanna go...... can I? can I? can I? Please?
Errrr........ Ok.
Lol finally you made up your mind but still =/ Lol miss juu~ Jeng jeng....*Leaves the last part empty D:* Have fun and happy stalking~
ReplyDeleteIm glad that u had finally make up your mind... I WILL MISS YOU A LOT... u noe tat rite T.T but, if i were you, i will make the same decision too,because to adventure and try out something new is fun... Haha, now i find we have so much things in common... We both love Cook, Jin-chan...and changes in life :) well, remember to keep your blog updated when you get there k?? So that can keep us updated.. haha ^^ good nite and take care! ~~
ReplyDeleteRachel,
ReplyDeleteYou've made your choice : )
Well, at least you kept your part of the deal of going overseas. So now I can actually miss you for real and cry for real, hahaha.
But new experiences awaits you.
That's God-given, and you know that you're lucky enough to go overseas and chase your dreams. I'm happy for you.
Well, do let me know though.
So I can write letters to you this time for real : )
Can't tell you how much I'll really miss you.
I'm bad with expressing myself, and you know that very well, luv : )
Much love,
Rinko