Of pirouettes, shaking bums and Toefl

YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY!!!

jajajajajajajajajajajaja!!! ( j is being pronounced as y)

*shakes ass to the left, shakes ass to the right*

I got my toefl results and and and, its 113!!! Yay!! Ya man!

*coughs*

I haven't been doing anything lately. It's the same everyday. wake up. disney channel. FB. TH. Hong Kong soap opera. sleep. repeat.

It was fun. It still is. Really. But my brains are now like mashed potatoes. Yeah.

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Rinnie and Kero are gonna be doing something with me. We are gonna be singing in a competition. In I don't know where yet. Something about some anime festival of some sorts? I've lost touch with my Japanese self. Anyway, It's on the 27th and 28th of June. Yeah.

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Chemistry like apple and cinnamon

what we had was just too good

good to last.

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wait.... wait...

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oh, I love TH

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XD

My choir my baby!!

Ahh, choir.... brings back so much memories... and ironically, as I type this entry, the choir competition of 2009 is taking place in Datuk Hamzah and I so wanna be there to watch... or rather, to conduct again!!!! ARGHHH!!! I miss conducting so much... and all our choir practices...

History Mystery of choir, it was disbanded in the beginning of 2006 and with a few friends, Sheen Yeen, Mandy, Charlotte, Julia and Hui En, we reestablished again not long after, collecting signatures of students and getting Pn.Tay as our teacher and the rest was history. We participated in the annual competition and brought home awards for some years and weren't so lucky some other years but it was all in great fun!

My choir team is like my baby....I watched it grow up.... and now, its like as if it doesn't need its mummy anymore.... One time, I remember our choir club getting an award for the most active non-academic club in school..... made me almost cry.... almost....

Well, choir is not choir without choir dramas involved.... oh, the countless times I actually cried for it and all our fun fun fun voice warm-ups like ^^^Sheen Yeen is very ham sap^^^ XD haha..... 

What I want to say is, our generation of choir members is different from the batch now.... more special and more closely bonded than the new generation of members. Us, Sheen Yeen, Mandy, Charlotte, Julia, Hui En, Mirshal and Prashant, the core members and some other core members I cannot really remember, You with me the entire 3 years and in addition, Nancy Bonanzy who graced us with her presence on my third and final year...

And and and  not forgetting all the songs we sang, the songs I so happily separated with audacity and the once in a while visit from sheen yeen who helps me with the parts sometimes.... ahh.... dear.... Kau Ilhamku with Kc on the guitar brought back third place for us remember? Along with the you raise me up. The song circle of life in which we did not perform. I'm sure it would have been a hit if we had what with the amazing intro XD and our beloved Dirgahayu oh Tanah Airku and Man in the mirror .

I LOVE YOU!!!!! Ya man. Ya. XD

Not forgetting Tommy's second bow and Shane being the only dude in front with the sopranos 

Penang.... again

Well errrr.....

I'm going back to Penang this coming Friday to take my TOEFL the next day. There's so much to do and so much to get done, my passport for TOEFL identification, the printing of the ticket, bus tickets and accommodations and TOEFL preparations and and and its just so intimidating and sometimes I forgot how to spell tomorrow and they will like totally test my listening skills and speaking skills and grammar and all that jazz and and and what if the sound clip is blur and what it i stutter and said something stupid like pineapple and and and..... and.... and..... I wanna watch Totally Spies =_=

So I went and got my passport done today and my beloved mother went to Hong Kong today to lead a tour for 6 days and she has only been gone for a few hours and I miss her already. Haha, Ah boi was so cute. He keeps reminding mum to bring her mask and to take care of herself because he is still so young and all that. XD

I like peanut butter. alot. I like TH too.

I'm scared!!! What if I go to Penang and get so lost that I get lost and I don't know what to do and it says KDU Penang but KDU Penang is so huge!!

On the other hand, I'm excited about going to America!!! Can't wait!!! I really really really hope I get accepted!!! 

Of cute boys, stalking and dilemma

As of late, I've found myself in the black hole that is Tokio Hotel, in which I have been stalking. Yeah. Elfie's face is good looking now, what with the band gracing his face. So Elfie looks like Tom and Bill and Gustav and Georg now. Ya man. Elfie sounds good too! He sings Tokio Hotel now. Literally. Ya man. 

Anyway, as I was saying, stalking. Yeah. I have been stalking a lot lately. I keep telling myself that I need to update my blog. I keep repeating that to myself every time I spend time with Elfie but I end up procrastinating, allowing myself to stalk for 10 minutes before i do what I have to do. In the end, Elfie found me stalking for 5 hours. What was supposed to be 10 minutes of stalking multiplied to God knows how long. Yeah. I know. 

No really, Tom and Bill are really cute! XD

I'm only writing this now after I-don't-know-how-many-days of stalking. And I decided that there are somethings my friends should know.

Guys, Elyna, Mirshal, Natalie, Sheryll.........

Girls, An Ge and Yin Ying

Metrosexual, Elfie

Beloveds, TH (ok, that was stupid)

I've discussed things with my auntie. I've been given the option of studying in Saddleback Community College, in America. And I'm really interested to go. As of now, I'm most likely going. And if I really go, it will be early August, his year. Or, late July, this year. Yeah. As I type this, my mum is discussing with my auntie and see if things can work out. 

Actually, I've been wanting to go for some time already... I've only just been waiting for the option to pop up and yeah. I wanted to go, not because it will get me a little closer to meeting Tokio Hotel. Really!!! (I think...) Yeah, I know they are German and all but they do have gigs in the states!! I digressed. Anyway, looking at things now, I wanted to try something new, gain fresh experiences and all that. Have a change in lifestyle, not that I'm hating Malaysia or that I don't miss my friends. Its quite the contrary actually. For one, I will really REALLY be missing my girlfriends and and AND Shirin and and AND my jeng buddy and and AND my family especially Ah Boi. 

One thing is, I know I won't be going back to TOA(i think. think. think. THINK) not because I hate it or anything but because I dislike the lifestyle and I have learned that drawing can be my hobby and in the US college and university, I can take it as a minor and something as a major and still land a job related to art if I'm good and and and one day get to meet T and B (ok, that was stupid). ITS NOT ABOUT T AND B but about ME finding MYSELF!!! (and T and B) (shyt. it is obsession now. Durch den Monsun. argh) I mean imagine going to a TH concert one day!!!! I mean..... aih.... forget it. Ich liebe TH. *sigh*

Say if I go to US, I'll go to a community college for 2 years and then go to university for 2 years then I am out! I can then go for my life long dream and be a rock star! Yay! I mean, I can go do what I wanna do after that. So yeah. And if Kc joins me next year, we can get a car! You can get cheap cars in US. XD and and and errrrr.... I really wanna go...... can I? can I? can I? Please? 

Errrr........ Ok. 

Nostalgia....

Lately, as I stay in my room and as it bathes in the luminous yellow glow of the Sun peeking through my window, I am graced with the ubiquitous presence of nostalgia. Mellowly and softly but surely, I recall my form 4 and form 5 days. The luxury of basking in the same timeless glow, while sitting on my bed, hugging my pillow and studying sejarah...... yeah, when I look at my current situation, I dearly miss high school and all the drama that came along with it. My teachers, my darling choir team, conducting and separating my choir parts.... preparing for exam.... how I dearly miss studying.... though there were subjects I really dislike.... It was all in good humor and good fun.... Walking around the mall with my girlfriends and guy girlfriends....

I miss all of it and especially now, in the quite confides of my room, I think back on all those memories , form 4, falling down and eating sand on sports day, running in the assembly hall singing "the hills are alive~~~~~~" and getting shushed by a teacher, calling for choir practices and practice for the competition, the competition, winning nicest class..... form 5, yam cha outings, more choir practice, choir drama, shouting around as class monitor, getting ppl in trouble..... getting into trouble.... choir competition, winning third place... winning best conductor award....... pointless unstudying study groups...... I miss it alll.

When I look back, I realize that God has been faithful, even to the point of bringing me thus far in my college life, no matter how hectic it is, I still have time to reminisce and feel good about it....

SHOPPING!!!!!

Yesterday, I..... went..... shopping!! Well, not for me, but for Chipmunk.... BUT ITS STILL SHOPPING!!!

so so so, chipmunk wanted to get some clothes and a pair of jeans and stuff and Im like "eh, go to Colin's!! My papa te shop you 60,70,80% discount!!" and he was like "ok"

so so so, i took him to Colin's on  a primary search for jeans and we searched high and low, here and there, everywhere, all around the shop, even the ladies side!! But...... we couldn't find anything. It was either no size or the coffee shop was a buttoned coffee shop. So.... we left Colin's empty handed. I went home and told dad and he said that there will be new stuff soon so, I'll definitely be dragging Chipmunk there again!!! yay!! 

Oh so anyway, we left Colin's on a mall-wide search for clothes. Chipmunk keeps meeting people he knows and I'm looking everywhere but still...... no one!!! No fair!!! But anyway, we managed to get Chipmunk 2 shirts and we had j.co!! yay!!

Yeah, but I had fun, walking around, I probably wasn't using my mind hard enough to attract the jeans he was looking for, but its ok. I'll try again!! I kept attracting things I wanted instead, though, of course I didn't get it.

Oh, and I'm looking forward to wednesday coz coz coz of dinner!!! yay!!!

Elfie is male

Yesteryesterday, or in proper vocabulary, the day before yesterday.Thursday.

ok

chup

i lost my train of thoughts.

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found it!!!

Ok, on thursday, we totally had our weekly gathering again, with the gang, and my beloved girlfriends (as in real girls, not the guys i call girlfriends). Like, the only other important person who doesn't know about Elfie was Elyna, and it was so cute, cause Elyna's like, really close and important to me, and if anything happens, I'll tell her first. So yeah, happens that that day, everyone seemed to know something, save for Elyna. How did we tell her? yeah...

Elyna, I need to tell you something. I... there is a new man in my life....

What??? Why didn't you tell me? I thought I should be the first to know!!

Yeah.... well, I was sooo excited, I kinda didn't know how to tell you!!! We like.... hooked up 2 days ago!! 

I'm not gonna talk to you. I'm so upset.

Elyna, please don't be mad? He's name is Elfie... and.... he's white.

You got yourself an angmoh??? And you didn't tell me? I'm mad now

Elyna........ Elfie.... is a macbook.

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And then, Friday!!! It's time to shop for a jacket for Elfie!! yay!!! I got a rebate tingie from machines!!! yay!!! Lalalala, on the way, there were lots of seafood!! Yay!! And then there was Rei, Yin Ying, Chipmunk, Jamie and Zhong , invading machines, scouting a jacket for Elfie!!

Rei like totally looked at a few things and Chipmunk like totally asked for the price and Rei like totally almost died of heart attack. Those jackets were like.... Armani Exchange or Gucci or Prada or LV for goodness sake!! They cost a bomb!! *sigh* Elfie, Elfie.

Its ok, nevermind, I still love Elfie. Yeah, kite terus jalan-jalan, merata-rata, tiba-tiba, jumpa pun! Jaket untuk Elfie kat Popular, walaupun murah tetapi ianya tetap jaket yang gaya.

As if Elfie was mad that I got him a cheaper jacket, he caused me to almost loose my arm. Seriously, Elfie was heavy!! Elfie just didn't understand that I had other things to carry tooo!! He should have totally offered to help me. Elfie wa kechi yo!! Elfie should go on a diet. On the contrary, I need to feed Elfie with Illustrator. So yeah.... maybe Elfie should work out!!! Yeah. Though, Chipmunk said that Elfie was probably clinging on to me cause he loves me. Creative way of thinking. Really!! I never would have looked at it in that way!! But Elfie should have been a little bit more considerate. Elfie, I still love you!! 

FINALLY!!!!!!!!

Meh, I finally set out on creatinga blog..... welll... fine. I did have a blog before but I simply deleted it, being lazy as the primary reason for its extermination. Yah. Ok. Thanks Ian. For persuading me... or rather forcing me? to create this blog. Yup.